10/09/2004 05:48:00 AM

hmm.. sat evening n i'm at home????? how no life can i get??? hhahaha no lah.... think i realli so no life?? hee... not realli... i reached home at 3plus in the morning yest.. woke up at 8 this morning to go chinatown haf breakfast... den went bugis to shop wif mummy... den came home n slp!!!! hahahaha so juz woke up... later going to town to catch a midnite movie... hahaha... happening rite?? yupz... absolutely think so... hmmm... this doesnt look like i'm going to haf my exams in 24 days!!!!!!! oh my god... didnt even touch my notes or wat... die le lor... dun care lah.. juz hope for pass... forget abt honours n stuff.. anywya i aim to be a tai tai... hahaha... so doesnt matter if i get my honours or not.. wahahaha... alrite... time to go bath n go out lor.... sorry phil for replying u so late ah... hope u all enjoy ur fish n co dinner... hee.... take care my frenz!!!

10/08/2004 08:37:00 AM

hmmm... feeling so much better today... juz feel so glad.... ya.. sorry to make some 1 so sad ah.. didnt mean to... hee... luckily he understands... anyway he won his 3 on 3 today.. look so "shuai" when he playing bball.. haha... juz kidding... but i hope his injury get better soon.... yupz.. went shopping today but bought nothing... all the clothes i wanna buy dun suit me.. rather dun haf my size.. so sadz... nvm... next time can buy de lor... hee.... go for supper le... =)

10/07/2004 04:50:00 AM

haiz.... i'm feeling so sad... not exactly sad... but there's no other words to descirbe how i feel now... i hate this type of feeling... i realli feel so bad... he came to my hse early this morning... juz to give me a bunch of chocolate flowers..... i was shocked.... didnt noe wat to do or wat to say... i realise dat actually i'm not dat strong.. i still cant let go of everything i tot i could let go... i dunno how to face him... i dunno how i shld make things clear to him... but i noe he noes how i feel... i feel so bad... i feel like i'm so bad to him... i'm sorry.... i noe u will read this... i can onli say sorry... sorry for wat i've done n sorry for everything.... i noe i'm hurting him... i've gone into his life n leave him when he needed me the most... maybe i shldnt exist in this world... y am i always hurting so many pple?? n all of them r my closest frenz...... i hate myself for living in this world... i hate myself for making everybody miserable... but can u imagine how miserable i'm feeling?? double or triple the time of the misery he is feeling/?? maybe much more than dat... coz i noe its becoz of me......

10/05/2004 11:51:00 PM

hello peeps.. realise i didnt update my blog until yest lor... hee... okie lah.. damn sian lor... gotta study for my econs n do my comm skill project... sianz... go study le... later den go eat lunch... =)

10/05/2004 10:30:00 AM

ohh... few days no update blog liao... too busy... or rather too lazy.... this wk got econ test... hopefully it wun be dat difficult coz i didnt realli study... heard from frenz dat jc got take econs sure can make it... so i kinda "big head" hahahaha.... dunno lah... oso dun feel like studying....juz finish my powerpt... damn shag... yest slpt late n today got long day... den now shag until dunno like wat... hahaha... but i going to slp soon liao lor... tml still got lots of work to do... haiz.... exams coming... stressed.... i dun wanna "da bao" but i think i will... sadz....=(...
i think i'm beginning to put the past behind me le.... i'm starting to accept all the new things around me... yes.. i'm doing it the way i need to... na de qi fang de xia.... dats my principle... n i've done it... hee.... shall start a new beginning wif everything!!!! i love myself for dat... hahaha... *crap*